Me Too #

The Deaths in 2018 site lists under May 29:

Rachel Rockwell, 49, American actress, theater director and choreographer, ovarian cancer.

Note from her wiki page:

• Her brother is Jeremy Spencer (Heyde), drummer for Five Finger Death Punch. 

Note the following info re members of the band Five Finger Death Punch.

• Jeremy Spencer, (born January 8, 1973) (expense/spend)
• Ivan L. Moody (born Ivan Lewis Greening), (born January 7, 1975) (mood... green with envy)
• Zoltán Báthory, (born May 15, 1978)  
• Darrell Roberts (March 16, 1970) (rob/bob)
• Jason Hook (born Thomas Jason Grinstead on October 3, 1970) (hook/crook)  

Again, January 8th crops up, note from my previous post:

• Josephus Maria Melchior Hermens (born 8 January1950) (her men)

January 8th is also the birthday of my stepson.       

It’s interesting to note the “money theme” in the surname Spencer re (expense/spend) ... and then the same money theme found in the surname of my stepson, Gilman Payette re “pay ette”.  I highlighted in yellow the names that contain a cryptic communication... and then elaborated at the end of each birth info.

Zoltan’s birthday is one off from Rob MacGregor’s, and note the following from my previous post:

• Anthony "Tony" B. Sandoval (born May 19, 1954) 
• John Llewellyn Davies (25 May 1938 – 21 July 2003)

We  have a “May __, 15, 16, __, __, 19, ..., 25/ Date Sequence” pattern-cluster.  

And then Ivan Moody’s birthday generates a “January __, 7, 8(x3), __/Date Sequence” pattern-cluster.  And don’t forget the cryptic communication found in their names ie: “I van moody”... the “van” is synonymous with mass killing/vehicle-ramming... as was determined via the recent attack Toronto Van Attack here in Canada.  On perusing the Toronto Van Attack wiki page, I noted the following group of policians:

 Opposition Leader Andrew Scheer^[66] and Ontario Premier Kathleen Wynne,^[10] Toronto Mayor John Tory 

Note from their wiki pages:

• Andrew James Scheer (born May 20, 1979) (sheer/cheer)
• Kathleen O'Day Wynne (born May 21, 1953) (day win)
• John Howard Tory (born May 28, 1954) (how ward toy)

And the cluster expands:  “May __, 15, 16, __, __, 19, 20, 21, __, 23, __, 25, __, __, 28, 29/ Date Sequence” pattern-cluster.   I included May 23 since it’s the day of the year where 222 days remain, and May 29 which is todays date, making Tory’s birthday an addition to the “Timely” pattern-cluster.   AND this is just the tip of the iceberg where May dates are concerned ... simply read my recent posts.  It’s interesting to note that “Tory” is synonymous with the conservative Party of Canada.  A party I can’t ever agree to vote for because of its desire to preserve prehistoric  “patriarchal/self-entitled ways”.... ways that encourage women to be the chew toys of aggressive men who haven’t learned the proper etiquette of channeling their aggressive tendency for good ie: fighting disease.

I happened to notice that the Sandoval wiki page was still up on my computer from my previous post, so I decided to go to the last notable Sandoval in the list, and surprisingly enough, his first name is “Wellington”... the same name as Wellington, Florida, where the MacGregor’s have lived since 2000:

• Wellington Sandoval, Ecuadorian surgeon and former politician

• Minister of National Defence between August 31, 2007 and April 9, 2008 

The date highlighted is meaningful since Megan MacGregor’s birthday is August 31st.  I also happened to notice another name above Wellington in the list:

• Sonny Sandoval, lead singer of the band P.O.D

His name is an addition to the “Alliteration” and “Play with Words” pattern-clusters... Sonny being a play on sunny.  Note from his wiki page:

• Paul Joshua "Sonny" Sandoval (born May 16, 1974)

Rob’s birthday!! And so the cluster expands:

•   “May __, 15, 16(x2), __, __, 19, 20, 21, __, 23, __, 25, __, __, 28/ Date Sequence” pattern-cluster.

 Not long ago in a series of posts I made reference to my step son having abused me.  To elaborate, his abusive tendency was well established long before I came along, when it was directed solely at his mother.   My concern now, is that the inner twin world played a part in making Gillman who he is... in regards to his “moodiness”, and that they do so with others as well ie my exhusband who I had also posted about.  The inner twin world know exactly how to “ influence”  lives... natural tendencies  ... how to encourage good and bad behaviours to develop in individual, and then use these at will as part of their “Starr Family Production”.  My concern is that they have influenced Gilman and Cathy’s lives in such a way that I have been used as a chew toy — Cathy’s desire to protect her son from suicide or other violent acts was to “turn a blind” eye to his aggression toward me, essentially giving him the message that it was ok to use me as a means of venting his aggression... to use me as a chew toy.  I know that this isn’t Cathy... butt a desperate mothers attempt to keep her son from suicide ... she doesn’t see that her actions made him feel that much more “entitled”... that much more hungry for power abuse over others.  And then something happened not long ago,  that I decided to send an  email to Gilman and forward to his mother Cathy, on January 24, 2018 that I entitled “Me Too” (as per the movement): ...

Tou Bee Continued...