This morning when Cath and I were doing a cryptogram. I thought about how most of the quotes found on the puzzle Baron, are written by men. Thinking about this made me also consider how the vast majority of those found on the Deaths of 2012 site are notable "men". It stands to reason when you consider the patriarchal nature of our outer world, where history is the order and herstory... well, has gone underground.
Note the cryptogram we did this morning:
UPDATE:
This post is worrisome because it hits close to home. Even though part of me would like to ignore synchronicity like these, I simply can't see that as an option. The bottom line is that I fear the inner twin world and that I believe is their intent... and not just as far as I'm concerned. The inner twin world have shown clearly enough, that they mean business. They will do whatever is needed in order to keep me on this god/goddess forsaken track, and because my loved ones are at their mercy, I feel that there is no other choice. I feel that by this synchronicity, they are singling out my loved ones-- reminding me this control they have over not only their thoughts, but their actions... and thus their very lives.
For this reason, I need to really work at trying to figure out the ins and outs of this particular communication (other than my first concern).
So then, what is the meaning of this synchro-communication where two "Wards" (Guards) surround a "Bennett"?! And then note the twin ages of two in the above list-- 55 and 33.
The numbers 55 and 33 are meaningful to me because both Cath and I are aged 55 and my son, Chris, is 33 years old.
I know that the focus seems to be on my partner Cathy via the "Bennett", and then the two "Wards" seem to point at my daughter in law (via her maiden name, "Ward"), but then, what if its a metaphor of sorts. For instance, Cathy and my son, Chris, share the same birth day-- January 15th. Not only that, their personality are so much alike in so many ways and Chris really gravitates to Cath. Perhaps the two "Wards" thrown into the mix ... and especially since "Ward" is the maiden name of Chris' wife, perhaps there's another sense that I need to look at-- a special need to "guard" not just Cathy, but Chris.
So given their synchro-similarities, is it their similar personality that puts them at risk?! Is that what the inner twin world are trying to refer to here.
I have long recognized Chris' and Cath's lack of ability in the "fight" category. Neither of them are fighters and in fact, they will do much to avoid confrontation, even though this is not the best scenario for all concerned. It's not that they fight back ever, but that it takes quite a lot for them to finally take a stand, but when they do, look out. Knowing this bit about two of the dearest people in my life, has kept me constantly on my toes looking for "human predators" who would like to take advantage of their "peace loving/ avoidance" tendency.
My son Chris was bullied as a young boy because of his soft heartedness. Once, when he was 11 years old and we were living in Dartmouth (twin city to Halifax at the time) Chris had a newspaper route, where on one occasion I decided to drive out and pick him up at the end of his route. The last part of Chris' route was a pretty big apartment building, and so I parked just outside. When Chris finally appeared through the doors, I noticed a bigger boy coming out the apartment door with him. The boy took off rather quickly the moment I called out to Chris... I definitely had very bad vibes. Chris finally told me his predicament - the guy "insisted" on giving Chris a hand on his paper route... of course given that he gets "half" his earnings. I had the feeling that the other boy didn't do very much work, and Chris did tell me that he didn't want the bigger boys help, but was too afraid to tell him to get lost. What does a mom do in a situation like that?! I took it out of Chris' hands by telling him to tell the boy that I wouldn't allow the "arrangement", and I would be showing up at Chris' route at various times to make sure of it. I never saw the bully again.
Now, here I am today... so what do I do in this situation?! This is not your cut and dry bully situation although pressure tactics are somewhat behind why I am even here writing this blog to begin with. Although, I've had to take stock... to look deeper into the entire situation, hence enabling me to see things from a much different perspective. In other words, I see where the inner twin world are coming from.
So, I need to look deeper into this particular communication, because in doing so, I believe it will help to protect my son and his family which I see as a metaphor for the "future". As I dig deeper, more connections emerge, note for instance the etymology of surname "Bennett" reveals that it comes from Latin Bennedictus which means "blessed". Now note the etymology of bless:
The fact remains that I have been singled out in the same way that Cathy was/is being singled out. All that I'm doing now is nothing more than just another "sacrifice"-- my thoughts and actions are simply being influenced by my inner twin and the inner twin world as part of their overall plan. Still, with that said, they would do much better to have me on board as a much more "willing participant", and they have ensured this via two methods-- fear of them and admiration of them.
I know that must sound odd-- that I fear and admire the inner twin world, butt its the simple truth. I realize now, thanks to their taking me down the road of awareness, that everything they do is to help guarantee/protect our conjoined future. This is about the "blood" that has been shed toward that end. They want us to know the truth... they want us to get on board with them willingly, but on the other hand they know us well enough to know that we would need far more encouragement than to can be had by showing us all the justifiable reasons as to why they require that we switch gears... why we need to divert energy and money toward a specialized "system home" before it's too late.
Seriously, I have no idea as to what the inner twin world's next move will be, but I'm worried. The longer it takes for the inner twin world to finally "come out" to the greater public, the longer their means of bringing this about will continue-- this means there will be more sacrifices... more blood will be shed. So right now the inner twin world are working this out in just a few... mostly the "Powers that Be" who I'm quite sure are fully aware by now. It makes perfect sense to me that the leadership would be approached first-- somehow they will help to bring this reality to the people. There is no doubt in my mind that all of the world's people are included in the overall "coming out" plan-- everyone will become aware, and I also believe that this fits into the overall plan.
Think about it. With all people putting money and effort to building the specialize homes (TUSSH-- Two United Structure System Home", a myriad of smaller designs built to house individual families and larger community structures designed to hold a variety of community gatherings, will in the end be what saves the day. Here is the way I see it: Astronomers have reason to believe that it could very well be that our solar system is actually a part of the Sagittarius Dwarf Galaxy that is now in the process of merging with the Milky Way Galaxy, and that it only appeared to earlier Astronomers that we belong to the Milky Way. Modern technology and science is doing what it's supposed to be doing, it debunks preconceived notions. Regardless of what Galaxy we originate in, the truth of the matter is that the Sagittarius Dwarf Galaxy IS merging with the Milky Way, RIGHT OVER TOP OF OUR SOLAR SYSTEM!!! So, whatever is happening, one thing is for sure-- we are caught in the middle... we are in a volatile part of two galaxies merging together.
Given this scenario, we can surely expect some colliding of large bodies -- planets, meteor belts, etc. , AND we can expect to receive the brunt. At least that is as long as we remain on the earth with the limited amount of protection that we have. Perhaps we have the power to blow up any of the larger bodies that threaten's to collide with the earth, but what of the "shrapnel"... what of the smaller bits that can shower down to wreck havoc?! In this case, these smaller astroids and shattered debris could pepper the earth with such magnitude that our breathable air is filled with dust. But if we have specialize homes that provides its own oxygen, we will live to tell of it, otherwise we go the way of the dinosaur. The idea of having many smaller "system homes", is that if some are destroyed in the wake, others that survive become life boats. It's as simple as that.
The only way that something like this can work, is if we plan now. Everyone has to become involved. What is the good of only a few partaking in such a venture?! Think about it. If such a nemesis would occur, those who built the TUSSH would soon become overwhelmed by the ruthless lot out there that didn't bother. So, you see, the only way to avoid such a scenario is to involve everyone. Hence, that is why the inner twin world are trying to "encourage" the "Powers that Be" to get with their program.
That's my Tou Sense ... for what it's worth
Since I began this research of synchronicity and what lay behind it, I quickly became aware of the importance of names-- that they form cluster synchronicity and that by researching their original meaning, a greater meaning can be had. Such was the case today when I went to perused the Deaths of 2012 recent list and noted the following names that fell under October 14 and 15.
As you can see, there are two "Wards", a name that originates as meaning "to guard". This name in particular is meaningful to me due to the fact that my daughter in law's maiden name is "WARD". The third name Bennett, is meaningful because this is my partner Cathy's surname.
- Pat Ward, 55, American politician, Iowa State Senator (since 2004), breast cancer.[41]
- Kyle Bennett, 33, American BMX cyclist, traffic collision.[43]
- S. Ward Casscells, 60, American official, Assistant Secretary of Defense for Health Affairs (2007–2009), prostate cancer.[44]
"Every time we liberate a woman, we liberate a man."
§ — Margaret Mead
UPDATE:
This post is worrisome because it hits close to home. Even though part of me would like to ignore synchronicity like these, I simply can't see that as an option. The bottom line is that I fear the inner twin world and that I believe is their intent... and not just as far as I'm concerned. The inner twin world have shown clearly enough, that they mean business. They will do whatever is needed in order to keep me on this god/goddess forsaken track, and because my loved ones are at their mercy, I feel that there is no other choice. I feel that by this synchronicity, they are singling out my loved ones-- reminding me this control they have over not only their thoughts, but their actions... and thus their very lives.
For this reason, I need to really work at trying to figure out the ins and outs of this particular communication (other than my first concern).
So then, what is the meaning of this synchro-communication where two "Wards" (Guards) surround a "Bennett"?! And then note the twin ages of two in the above list-- 55 and 33.
The numbers 55 and 33 are meaningful to me because both Cath and I are aged 55 and my son, Chris, is 33 years old.
I know that the focus seems to be on my partner Cathy via the "Bennett", and then the two "Wards" seem to point at my daughter in law (via her maiden name, "Ward"), but then, what if its a metaphor of sorts. For instance, Cathy and my son, Chris, share the same birth day-- January 15th. Not only that, their personality are so much alike in so many ways and Chris really gravitates to Cath. Perhaps the two "Wards" thrown into the mix ... and especially since "Ward" is the maiden name of Chris' wife, perhaps there's another sense that I need to look at-- a special need to "guard" not just Cathy, but Chris.
So given their synchro-similarities, is it their similar personality that puts them at risk?! Is that what the inner twin world are trying to refer to here.
I have long recognized Chris' and Cath's lack of ability in the "fight" category. Neither of them are fighters and in fact, they will do much to avoid confrontation, even though this is not the best scenario for all concerned. It's not that they fight back ever, but that it takes quite a lot for them to finally take a stand, but when they do, look out. Knowing this bit about two of the dearest people in my life, has kept me constantly on my toes looking for "human predators" who would like to take advantage of their "peace loving/ avoidance" tendency.
My son Chris was bullied as a young boy because of his soft heartedness. Once, when he was 11 years old and we were living in Dartmouth (twin city to Halifax at the time) Chris had a newspaper route, where on one occasion I decided to drive out and pick him up at the end of his route. The last part of Chris' route was a pretty big apartment building, and so I parked just outside. When Chris finally appeared through the doors, I noticed a bigger boy coming out the apartment door with him. The boy took off rather quickly the moment I called out to Chris... I definitely had very bad vibes. Chris finally told me his predicament - the guy "insisted" on giving Chris a hand on his paper route... of course given that he gets "half" his earnings. I had the feeling that the other boy didn't do very much work, and Chris did tell me that he didn't want the bigger boys help, but was too afraid to tell him to get lost. What does a mom do in a situation like that?! I took it out of Chris' hands by telling him to tell the boy that I wouldn't allow the "arrangement", and I would be showing up at Chris' route at various times to make sure of it. I never saw the bully again.
Now, here I am today... so what do I do in this situation?! This is not your cut and dry bully situation although pressure tactics are somewhat behind why I am even here writing this blog to begin with. Although, I've had to take stock... to look deeper into the entire situation, hence enabling me to see things from a much different perspective. In other words, I see where the inner twin world are coming from.
So, I need to look deeper into this particular communication, because in doing so, I believe it will help to protect my son and his family which I see as a metaphor for the "future". As I dig deeper, more connections emerge, note for instance the etymology of surname "Bennett" reveals that it comes from Latin Bennedictus which means "blessed". Now note the etymology of bless:
bless (v.)Almost a year and half ago now, on May 28, 2011, my partner Cath suffered a mishap at work. Since she's a fully licensed carpenter by trade, you can image the severe damage that the table saw did on her left hand ... I posted the incident/synchronicity in my Toumai Blog (Here). This was a bloody incident that I have every reason to believe was brought about by her inner twin and as part of the inner twin mandate. I find it hard to understand the meaning of this. This event made it pretty clear that my actions in helping with their "coming out" and "communication" was not enough "brownie points" to warrant my loved ones immune from the inner twin world's bloody "sacrifices"?O.E. bletsian, bledsian, Northumbrian bloedsian "to consecrate, make holy, give thanks," from P.Gmc. *blodison "hallow with blood, mark with blood," from *blotham "blood" (see blood).
The fact remains that I have been singled out in the same way that Cathy was/is being singled out. All that I'm doing now is nothing more than just another "sacrifice"-- my thoughts and actions are simply being influenced by my inner twin and the inner twin world as part of their overall plan. Still, with that said, they would do much better to have me on board as a much more "willing participant", and they have ensured this via two methods-- fear of them and admiration of them.
I know that must sound odd-- that I fear and admire the inner twin world, butt its the simple truth. I realize now, thanks to their taking me down the road of awareness, that everything they do is to help guarantee/protect our conjoined future. This is about the "blood" that has been shed toward that end. They want us to know the truth... they want us to get on board with them willingly, but on the other hand they know us well enough to know that we would need far more encouragement than to can be had by showing us all the justifiable reasons as to why they require that we switch gears... why we need to divert energy and money toward a specialized "system home" before it's too late.
Seriously, I have no idea as to what the inner twin world's next move will be, but I'm worried. The longer it takes for the inner twin world to finally "come out" to the greater public, the longer their means of bringing this about will continue-- this means there will be more sacrifices... more blood will be shed. So right now the inner twin world are working this out in just a few... mostly the "Powers that Be" who I'm quite sure are fully aware by now. It makes perfect sense to me that the leadership would be approached first-- somehow they will help to bring this reality to the people. There is no doubt in my mind that all of the world's people are included in the overall "coming out" plan-- everyone will become aware, and I also believe that this fits into the overall plan.
Think about it. With all people putting money and effort to building the specialize homes (TUSSH-- Two United Structure System Home", a myriad of smaller designs built to house individual families and larger community structures designed to hold a variety of community gatherings, will in the end be what saves the day. Here is the way I see it: Astronomers have reason to believe that it could very well be that our solar system is actually a part of the Sagittarius Dwarf Galaxy that is now in the process of merging with the Milky Way Galaxy, and that it only appeared to earlier Astronomers that we belong to the Milky Way. Modern technology and science is doing what it's supposed to be doing, it debunks preconceived notions. Regardless of what Galaxy we originate in, the truth of the matter is that the Sagittarius Dwarf Galaxy IS merging with the Milky Way, RIGHT OVER TOP OF OUR SOLAR SYSTEM!!! So, whatever is happening, one thing is for sure-- we are caught in the middle... we are in a volatile part of two galaxies merging together.
Given this scenario, we can surely expect some colliding of large bodies -- planets, meteor belts, etc. , AND we can expect to receive the brunt. At least that is as long as we remain on the earth with the limited amount of protection that we have. Perhaps we have the power to blow up any of the larger bodies that threaten's to collide with the earth, but what of the "shrapnel"... what of the smaller bits that can shower down to wreck havoc?! In this case, these smaller astroids and shattered debris could pepper the earth with such magnitude that our breathable air is filled with dust. But if we have specialize homes that provides its own oxygen, we will live to tell of it, otherwise we go the way of the dinosaur. The idea of having many smaller "system homes", is that if some are destroyed in the wake, others that survive become life boats. It's as simple as that.
The only way that something like this can work, is if we plan now. Everyone has to become involved. What is the good of only a few partaking in such a venture?! Think about it. If such a nemesis would occur, those who built the TUSSH would soon become overwhelmed by the ruthless lot out there that didn't bother. So, you see, the only way to avoid such a scenario is to involve everyone. Hence, that is why the inner twin world are trying to "encourage" the "Powers that Be" to get with their program.
That's my Tou Sense ... for what it's worth
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