Dennis the menace ... Gillman the ill man

Every now and then I clean up the open tabs on my computer, and because this morning I saw that there was over 30 tabs open, I decided to do a purge.  Many of the drafts contain research for possible posts, some of these I discard while others I simply close where they remain as a draft collecting dust in cyberspace, butt every now and then I come across some that I deem worthy enough to keep open as a tab, as I did with two in this cleanup session, each of which I had given a temporary/meaningful title:  “Gillman” and “A Cent of Woman”.  The first draft, Gillman, consisted of a single bit of information concerning a notable person recently added to the Deaths in2018 site under May 30th:

Gabriel Gascon (8 January 1927 – 30 May 2018) 91, Canadian actor (If I Were a Spy, La Menace, The Hypothesis of the Stolen Painting) 

Looking at it, I recollected the reasons why I  bothered to keep it as a draft/tab.  For one, his birthday is an addition to the “Targeting Family Birthdays” pattern-cluster, given that January 8th is also the birthday of my stepson. And as well, his first and last name begin with “Ga” and so an addition to the “Alliteration” pattern-cluster.  As well, my stepson’s first name begins with “G”, “Gilman” (pronounced “Jill man”) and one of his nicknames as a baby I’m told, was “GG”(pronounced  “jee-jee”).  And then in the above excerpt is Gascon’s film “La Menace”, a word that describes Gillman.

I then ventured off to  the Deaths in 2018 site as I usually do every morning, looking for the newest additions. In this case, two are listed so far under todays date, June 6, note the following info from their wiki pages:  

• Tinus Bosselaar (born January 16, 1936 — 6 June 2018) 82, Dutch footballer.
• Jerry Maren (January 24, 1920 – May 2018)98, American actor (The Wizard of Oz), dementia.^[2] (death announced on this date) 

Two more “even day” January birthdays!!   A definite twin heads upp.  And the three generates a “January 8(x2), 16, 24/ increments of 8, Date Sequence” pattern-cluster.  Keep in mind as well, that January is an especially important month in my immediate family given the following birthdays: my son and life partner are born on January 15 (exactly 22 years apart); my daughter is born January 21; my grandson January 23; my brother January 19; my dog January 5.  And of course there’s Gillman whose also born on January 8, and note that he’s the only one born on an even day— this group of dates are strategic design influences of the inner twin world.   And then it dawned on me, the reason why the inner twin world singled Gillman out with his “even day” January birthday—   Gillman is set apart from the “uneven day” January birthdays in our family as a means for the inner twin world to reveal another way that he is set apart from the family group— he’s a “MENACE”!!  And yes, from my perspective the word suits him,  AND the inner twin world has prompted me in that via Gascon’s film, “La Menace”.  And now consider as well, that the films title breaks down into “La men ace”... aka “her men ace”— another way for the inner twin world to say that those like Gillman, who they have manipulated, are an “ace” in their hand— helps them to achieve what they want via their “Starr Family Production”.  And so yes, this does put a damper on my anger... how can I be angry at Gilman ... or my exhusband and all the other “menace’s” that have come my way, knowing what I know today— that they are as much a victim/puppet as I.  Still, we need to listen to what they have to say... because it’s the only way to end the war being waged and to finally bring our two worlds at a place of peace.

And of course I’m also reminded of Denis the Menace... and the first film brought up in my google search is the Dennis the Menace (1993 film), note from the films wiki page:

• Mason Gamble as Dennis Mitchell, a mischievous 5-year-old boy

Note from his wiki page:

• Mason Wilson Gamble (born January 16, 1986) 

Another “even number” January birthday... and so pointing in the general direction of my step son Gillman Payette once again.  Now grant you, Gillman doesn’t quite compare to Denis the Menace, at least not any longer as he is a full fledged adult.  He was once a “mischievous” 5-year-old boy, albeit harmful,  with his outburst and constant threats of  suicide to his mother, butt today as an adult, Gilman’s  “mischievousness” has progressed into a full blown pathology—  power abuse addiction.  Keep in mind that Gilman’s addiction was fostered by the actions of his mother who did not take proper measures to end the abuse, and ultimately this was all fostered by the inner twin world as part of their “Starr Family Production”— their means of “coming out” and “communicating” to us here and now.  

It’s interesting to note Mason’s name contains a cryptic phrase “mason gamble”... pretty much everyone’s heard of the “Mason’s” aka “Freemason’s”... and yes, this is another twin heads upp, butt lets wait on that one and turn our attention to nvestigating the Gabriel Gascon film, La Menace.  Note the following info on the films cast/crew :

• Alain Corneau (7 August 1943 – 30 August 2010) 
• Daniel Boulanger (24 January 1922 – 27 October 2014) 
• Gerald Joseph Mulligan (April 6, 1927 – January 20, 1996)
• Marie Dubois (12 January 1937 – 15 October 2014) 
• Yves Montand (13 October 1921 – 9 November 1991) (Yes Mount and...)
• Carole Laure (born August 5, 1948) 
• Jean-François Balmer (born April 18, 1946)
• Marc Eyraud (1 March 1924 – 15 February 2005) 
• Jacques Rispal (1 August 1923 – 9 February 1986) 

And so the inner twin world has stacked the deck— three more “even number” January’s!!   A way of letting us know that we’re  on the “wright” track.  There are other clusters in the above, ie: “August 1,...,   5, __, 7, 8, ..., __, 20, 25, ..., __, 30, 31  / Date Sequence” pattern-cluster, I included August 8th given that this is the birthday of my ex husband who had been another “menace” in my life, as well as my fathers birthday of August 20; my granddaughters birthday of August 25; and Megan MacGregor’s birthday of August 31.

And then I realized something that until now hadn’t stood out— the surname Gascon contains a cryptic “gas con”... and this stands out because in the second draft/tab that I decided to keep...  a draft that contains a completely unrelated body of research from the other draft, “ A Cent of Woman”,  includes the term “gaslighting”, and so we have a “‘Gas’ Prefix in Word/Name” pattern-cluster, and not to mention that “gas con” is a cryptic way of saying “gaslighting” — a specific “con” that involves manipulation for the purpose sowing seeds of doubt in a targeted individual or in members of a targeted group, hoping to make them question their own memory, perception, and sanity.  And yes, that’s a word  like “menace” that describe’s a tactic of  a “power abuse addict”.   Note this excerpt from the draft:

... she went to see The Dark Mirror^[14] at the Roseland Film Theatre: 

• Terry starts methodically gaslighting Ruth,

 Gas Light and its 1940 and 1944 film adaptations

• Leonard Carey (25 February 1887 – 11 September 1977)  

And so you see a bit on how gaslighting came to be.  The excerpt is patchy, I didn’t want to reveal too much on what will make an amazing post.

Getting back now to Gabriel Gascon, another film title on his wiki page stands out:

• The Suspended Vocation (1977)

The film was release in ‘77 the same year that his film “La Menace” was released.  The films title stands out given that Gillman’s attempt to work in his profession as a full time University Professor, has been stymied for years, and so yes, “suspended vocation” is another way to describe this.   Note the following information on the films cast/crew:

• Didier Flamand (born 12 March 1947) as Jérôme #1

• Édith Scob (born 21 October 1937) as Angélique (sob/cob)

• Gabriel Gascon as Le père-confesseur

• Pascal Bonitzer  ( born 1 February 1946)as Jérôme #2

• Maurice Bénichou  (born 23 January 1943) as Le membre de la Dévotion #1

• Pascal Kané  (born 21 January 1946) as Le membre de la Dévotion #2
• Raúl Ernesto Ruiz Pino ( 25 July 1941 – 19 August 2011) (pin)
• Pierre Klossowski (August 9, 1905  – August 12, 2001) 
• Valeria Sarmiento (born 29 October 1948) 

 Two more January dates, butt this time, “uneven days”— also the birthdays  of my daughter and her son (my grandson).  And this is why I fight on— I fight for the future of my children and their children.... for the future.  And that is why we need to get this truth out there.  And now note the two Pascal’s in the above list. A prompt.  Note the etymology :

Pascal: ... from Latin Pascha "Easter", which was in turn from Hebrew פֶּסַח (pesach) meaning "Passover". Passover is the ancient Hebrew holiday celebrating the liberation from Egypt. Because it coincided closely with the later Christian holiday of Easter, the same Latin word was used for both. The name Pascal can also function as a surname, as in the case of Blaise Pascal, the French philosopher, mathematician and inventor.

And so we have a lead in the name Blaise Pascal. Note from his wiki page:

•  Blaise Pascal (19 June 1623 – 19 August 1662) 

Note his date of death, and note Pino’s Date of death in the above list... so we have an “August 19(x2)” pattern-cluster... and two additions to the “Off By One” pattern-cluster... in that August 20 is my fathers birthday.   As well, we have an “August 1, ..., 5, __, 7, 8,  9, __, __, 12, ..., __, 19(x2), 20, ... 25, ...,__, 30, 31/ Date Sequence” pattern-cluster.  Blaise’s  birthday is the same as this blogs birthday and so generating a “June 19(x2)” pattern-cluster... and also a “June 19, __, August 19/ 19th Day, Month Sequence” pattern-cluster.

I did give some though to the rhyming of “Dennis the Menace”... the inner twin world did this for a reason.  And it occurred to me that we’re to think of rhymes with “ Gillman”—ill man;  bill man; dill man; fill man; gill man; hill man; Jill man; kill man; Lill man; mill man; nil man; pill man; quill man; sill man; till man; will man.  I’m sure they all factor in one way or another as per the inner twin worlds “Starr Family Production”.

And so there are many ways we can turn.  Tou Bee Continued